The Wager

If I find a single inconsistency, flaw or contradiction in The Bible: I will kill myself.

If YHWY is The Truth, then it is impossible for any of the above three things to exist because The Truth is steadfast, perfect and above all, logical.

Confusion

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Anti-Anti

This is for me.

Psychics Utilizes:
Foresight
Telekinesis
Telepathy
Hypnotic Suggestion (Auditory or Visual)
Synaptic Coercion
Mind-Reading (Examination of your memories, personality and current thoughts [Whether sensed, seen or heard])

Psychics Reads:
The Future
Your Future
His Future

Ways Around It:
God Interjects

Compassion - Empathy for all life.
Honesty - The willingness to tell the truth.
Honor - Kindness to others.
Humility - Striving to be humble in personality.
Justice - To persevere for moral equality.
Sacrifice - The willingness to surrender yourself for another's rescue.
Spirituality - The trait of regarding your soul before your flesh.
Valor - The willingness to stand for these virtues in the face of any odds.

Covetousness - The opposite of sacrifice. It is acting out of greed.
Dastard - The opposite of valor. It is the use of hateful cowardice.
Deceit - The opposite of honesty. It is telling malevolent lies.
Despise - The opposite of honor. It is sadism.
Hylotheism - The opposite of spirituality. It is blasphemy of The Holy Spirit.
Pride - The opposite of humility. It is narcissism.
Shame - The opposite of compassion. It is apathy to the needy.
Wrong - The opposite of justice. It is the embrace of immorality.

Lawful Good: The Policeman
Lawful Neutral: The Judge
Lawful Evil: The Tyrant
Neutral Good: The Fireman
True Neutral: The Hermit
Neutral Evil: The Thug
Chaotic Good: The Vigilante
Chatoic Neutral: The Anarchist
Chaotic Evil: The Psychopath

Flesh: Bone and sinew.
Spirit: Ethereal. Connected to your flesh.
Soul: Yours to keep or sell. Untouchable. It is you. It looks like you. It is the part that departs and goes to Heaven...or Hell.

The Land of the Dead: When you go, there is no coming back except for extreme exceptions, if any. Ever. Consists of...
Heaven: Where most people go.
Hell: Where the rest are sent.
The Land of the Living: The world where all life and it's photo negative reside.

First Hell: Satan's kingdom.
Final Hell: God's promise to him.

My Sins:
Lust: Entertainment
Gluttony: Video Games
Anger: Vulgarity, Arguments
Heresy: Shellfish...?
Violence: Biting Words...I want you to kill yourself.
Suicides: Wasted My Fucking Life

Life: Anywhere between 0 and 125 years.
Death: Eternity.
Suffer forever for 125 years of sin.
It is fair and just.
Sin is allowed through free will from a God who has done nothing to prevent it's incarnation to see whether we should suffer forever for 125 years of sin.
Self defense is also condemnable.
Let them murder you or go to Hell.

I'm not at all torn between the choices. Why would I betray God, who is the only one who would reward me, for Satan, who simply seeks my suffering? Yet my logic tells me these things that I cannot convince myself of otherwise through the same means except through the sheer will of blind faith that there is more to this than I can comprehend. Personally, I wouldn't condemn anyone for an eternity. Equal return, as I see it but, of course, I'm not in charge here. I know He doesn't approve of my blasphemies but I will not lie to Him that these are the things that I come to find.

1. "Why haven't you commited suicide yet?"
2. Specific and passive mention of X in my life.
3. Anti-Christian rhetoric and photography.
4. Spam meant to look like "code" with my descent into delusion thrown in.
5. "You're going to Hell."
6. Irony 4 Facts
7. Hey I'm from X where you frequent and I'm on this website too!
8. Synchronicity (If: People in X talking about Y Then talk about X), (If X is happening in your life, then talk about X)
9. Woman, Gay, Food, ED, Lazy, Etcetera.
10. "Soon."
11. You typed, said, watched, heard, saw, experienced "this".
12. Any of the previous in ALL CAPS
13. Any combinations thereof

Posted above is every possible type of insult that can be lodged against me anywhere. Apparently I'm something of a laughing stock, which is ironic because, well...

Name

They weep for a hero they can see.

Strip me away from this and breath me into new flesh.

Call me Halek.

Call us Brogeta.

I'd do it all again, go through life, if it meant that.

I'd do it anyways if it didn't.

You're lying again, aren't you?

N | Z

You were always right.

I am fucked.

The cards were always so stacked against me that I never stood a chance to begin with.

At the Cost of You

If existence is the result of random forces at work,
Then where did random come from?

Random(ness)
cannot create itself as doing so would refute the very idea that there
is no such thing as a self-creating existence. Self-creation is impossible unless...

If existence has always been (has no beginning),
Then how can it's non-existent beginning compile itself?

If you look at the fundamental definition of what "existence" is, then if non-existence is itself, then it is, which defies it's own d...efiniton. It's self-refutation means it can't be. Am I literally saying that "non-existence is an illusion"? Yup. Therefore, the universe cannot have a "non-existent" beginning. See first conditional. QED.

By the way, the flying spaghetti monster does exist. It exists in books. In your imagination. On a forum somewhere in a topic. Does it exist outside in my yard? Perhaps on Mars? Nope.

Don't worry "Anonymous". The expense of another human being for your profit and entertainment surely will not result in an equal payment on your part in return. After all, life is just a random, meaningless thing to be used and exploited like any other piece of a clock's internal mechanisms or pollen on a flower for the insect. Morality is just an illusion, like time, brought on by the existence of sentience, self-awareness.


Wow, you assholes really believe time doesn't exist, huh? I have to hand it to you. If you somehow managed to turn "fucking stupid" into a kind of energy that you use to fight, you truly might be one of the strongest.


Don't worry "Anonymous." Your little websites truly represent the nature of the anonymous masses in the universe.

You, the minority, truly represent the whole.

Don't worry. Don't panic.

Whatever happens, happens.

L)

It's all bullshit. None of it is true. Or real. Except for the bad parts. They're all real. Every one of them. I'm just a random innocent chosen to help instill desperation and despair in the hearts and minds of all Christians.